you may kiss the bride….
child abuse.
abused by a child.
it hit me again,
with a bean bag.
very painful.
yes,
the impact of a bean bag with that kind of strength,
can be painful.
when i asked it to stop coz it hurts,
it hit me harder.
wtf!
i’m freaking sure it understands what i’m saying,
& is hitting me on purpose.
& it always chooses to hurt me when i’m alone.
i swear i didn’t do anything to deserve this.
wtf!!!!
i never thought i’d ever be this disgusted by a child,
but its behaviour totally gross me out.
新不了情
心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了
心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了
yes,
i feel happy that it won’t be coming over.
of coz i’m happy,
it terrifies me so bad that i’m about to develop a phobia for kids.
it’s only slightly more than a month,
my hands have turned so coarse.
i feel pathethic.
i hate to be complaining all the time.
& i hate it even more when you don’t see why it upsets me.
i really feel it’s unfair that my “carebear” didn’t get a 2nd wash
while her top did.
i’m irritated that my hanger got shifted,
i think it’s disgusting to hang it beside the recycle bag,
i’m really scared of that fat lizard.
the point is not whether you think it’s clean,
or who shifted the hanger.
those are my lingerie for christ’s sake,
& i had a hard time washing them.
i don’t understand why he had to hang his pants with my towel
when there’s an unused hook….
my clean towel with his worn pants,
don’t make sense.
yet all you care about is that your dumb wifey
hurt her finger when shifting her towel.
071109 to 091109
071109
after the crappy sale,
we went to mustafa.
we actually shopped there for around an hour
while waiting for the pharmacist to be back from lunch.
then we went to city square for late lunch
& decided on buying albert a electric shaver.
managed to take a nap before rushing out.
bigbig & luisa fetched ahbang & us,
we reached tanglin shopping centre earlier than albert.
i think albert frequents the restaurant,
the managers seem to know him….
i couldn’t stop laughing when fs started talking.
very mean of me,
but i didn’t know he was so 慢半拍,
which totally doesn’t match my impression of him from secondary school days.
we were all bloated by the end of 2 hours.
it’s one of the best steamboat,
& the service was quite good.
the managers even gathered to sing albert birthday songs,
in like 4 or 5 languages.
after much discussion,
we headed to conrad for tea.
fs only open up when we asked him on photography….
from him hiring him,
我觉得他是个不错的朋友.
081109
darling woke me up in the middle of the night.
he was so pale,
& was in cold sweat.
the doctor suggested a scope.
he was really patient,
explained the condition & the possible implications.
then,
wrote 2 referrals.
1 for a&e (just in case we need it),
the other for the polyclinic.
091109
not-so happy anniversary.
reached the polyclinic around 1000.
the earliest date for scope is next year?
so the doctor referred darling to the specialist instead.
27th…. 051109….
just as i was about to start wallowing in self-pity,
carol called!
i really didn’t feel like going to school.
woke up 15 minutes earlier than usual so as not to clash with meimei,
but i felt so deprived of sleep.
i think the nightmare made me so tired.
when i told darling about it,
he said as 大嫂, i should have stood up for meimei….
but how could i?
even though it was only a dream.
吃了豹子胆 mehx?
my presentation went well.
but it still wasn’t the best way to start my birthday.
i admit that even though last night’s surprize was sweet,
i was still secretly hoping for darling to give me another surprize like he did last year.
i kept wondering if he’d surprize me by picking me up after class,
or something.
but then,
i was also thinking that it wasn’t quite possible,
since he didn’t know where lecture was held.
then i went on to think that it would be really sad if there ain’t surprizes this year.
was it because i’m now staying here?
or was it because we are getting married already.
either way was sad.
then i started thinking that it was pathethic not getting birthday greetings,
from people whom i thought would remember….
i even started to think of excuses for them….
then,
i received birthday greeting from jj.
was happy at first,
but then i thought off how our last conversation ended,
& how i actually miss her,
my eyes became teary.
trying to distract myself,
i emailed ann….
to ask for the procedure to request taking the final examination at an earlier date.
almost immediately after i sent the email,
i got a call….
hesitated answering & got a missed call.
a second call followed right after.
so i answered….
it was carol!
we spoke for a while then she passed the phone to cassie….
somehow,
i miss them more after chatting with them.
they mean more to me than i thought.
the call brightened my day =)
it was nice,
very nice,
to gossip a little,
to update on each other’s lives….
carol’s still as helpful,
offering to make arrangments for me to get past-year papers from monica….
after we hung up,
i called darling.
still in hopes of a surprize….
nothing.
lunched at macdonald’s,
then went off to shop for lingerie.
even though darling said he was at work,
i was still hoping darling would appear at the mall.
darling called just before i went into the fitting room.
told me he was on his way back~
darling said we were runing late.
for what?
i had no idea.
i kept guessing,
when we reached the destination,
i was still clueless.
i looked around the lobby,
there were really quite a few possibilities.
so it’s a spa.
a couple spa~
30 minutes of geranium body scrub,
1 hour of aromatherapy massage,
& 30 minutes of ear candling.
then we headed to bugis for dinner.
i guessed that the reservation was with secret garden,
& darling played along until we got to allson hotel.
阿一鲍鱼富临酒家….
the food was yummy,
& the service was really good.
i told darling that i’d be just as happy if he didn’t spend so much,
his reply was the best present….
he knows i’d be just as happy,
but this birthday is different,
previously he was celebrating for his babe,
this year,
for his wifey =)
i feel so pampered….
we decided to check out the “private” sale @ bhg.
got my shoes for our big day @ 30% off,
still feel it’s a little costly….
darling got his white shirt too.
initially,
we found this white shirt with rather hard collars & cuffs,
but thought of just buying it
since it’s not easy to find white shirt for darling.
then,
babe caught sight of this other white shirt….
so happy,
it is of a similar texture,
has nicer buttons,
more comfortable collars,
& a smaller price tag =)
even happier….
transformers also had 30% off.
it was almost 3 for the price of 2 =)
now,
darling has the complete set of autobots =)
